my unhappy day

my feeling day

2009-07-10T06:27:00.000-07:00

today is 10/7/09 in my mind always dunno think what always say 1 keep back slim but still eat many thing tmr off i feel happy n sad cause yong no reply my msg dunno y..hope later at 9 he will reply..i think i is reali fall in love yong or a kids feel i so hope can find 1 guy so man n give me feel safe yong have give that feel but yong no give a changes to love him..i dunno can i have a changes after 1years or more then that..hope have..i alwiz think not mind what happen i must give my self not sad n all the lucky think happen on me..but i still will sad today louise have cum work make me feel not happy kelvin always chat with him n not chat with me i like not a the shop the feel if louise so like y not chase kelvin more easy lol..on my mind always 1 win all the guy must love me..now at northpoint i noe my ppl but feel still like no friend dunno y feel alone after work at hse just can face pc..today n ytdy i also no msg sioa yu coz i dunno sis think i n he have anything n i reali need start far a way from tis guy coz he will think 2 much i need gv my self a changes meet frez n dunno gv sum thing tic me..i alwiz 1 remind my many thing but my english so bad dunno how 2 write n tis blog is my secret i can`t let any ppl c..! i not yet get my salary kelvin say carol will find me on sun n give me..dunno carol n find me n chat wat leh hope not bout the feedback form write no commen..today hr call 2 shop find me n say if have anything 1 complain bout incharges or give commen 2 upgrade company can e-mail 2 hr..but in my feel feel if i send a e-mail n complain any thing also no use lol..coz office still will help in charges...! hmm..terrence say thing is real coz he say kelvin won`t resign today kelvin say he not yet resign terrence ytdy the work is like means kelvin not dare resign means is reali lol coz i reali feel kelvin not dare resign..n he can`t find any jobs leh..! my is fate coz i reali hope noe terrence went vivo which shop work but terrence say secret if ask kelvin will think my thing but at morning i just say that today is terrence last day den kelvin told that terrence went top tank work be a in charges.. in my mind think if terrence can keep her self like clean maybe is handsome but he din do like that maybe is bcoz he gf not help him keep clean or is terrence 1 like that lah..in spore i find many guy also good den yap maybe i noe many unha[ppy ans so feel everyone i noe also good den yap..nevermind i won`t repeat again a history..coz i feel get 1 good bf nmake all the ppl will jealous me..! hmm..i reali need diet lah czus4e fat aldi..!

2009-07-09T07:08:00.000-07:00

today is 9/07/09 i feel happy n sad happy is i work morning shift..i work wif mary kelvin off have other outlets cum relief that i girl i feel him a bit lc lol..ytdy i write my blog but dc so lost all d thing tat i write..sad ar coz i feel yong a bit cool at me..today i have chat wif him but so fast oni say bb..hmm..yong cut aldi new hair so cool n handsome more lol,today v have have chat sum funy thing lol yong say because of me tomorrow off help went MALAYSIAN take comic i feel so happy because of d word..today i 1st time say no 2 1 guy i told aldi sioa yu tat i won`t love him n give him a changes...my new uniform get in other colour aldi i feel angry lol..today i in blur coz i dunno wat in my mind..i have chat fon wif robert he in camp..i feel blur blur alwiz today i make a reason went bishan find terrence coz i noe tmr is terrence last day he say will work at vivo city i gat he hp num but no sure is real or not never mind if v have serenpity sure will make 1...i alwiz so easy love 1 guy lol..ytdy have customer complain that robert wrong measure the pants so dunno how that customer 1 back the old pants so mary have help him find dunno how the ans coz i no ask..! i will uploads back a bit old blog i 4 get write..5/7/09 i suddenly feel want wirte down what the thing happen on me but at the laptop not beside me so i use pen n paper write down n write back 2 blog now i feel unhappy bcoz in 1st i come work my heart feel louise is a person who will make me get a bad luck but now i can reali sure bcoz on fri that day my sales oni $130++ but louise $530++ i noe sure is kelvin n mary gv 2 him she 1 kelvin think she is a kids mah...i fel she so act even robert have a same feel wif me..i need bkful those girl if not she can make me no those work. in my mind now i 1 bf also is rich n have face..coz i not 1 same history wif yap.i think i dunno wat i 1 n in my mind alwiz 1 ppl jealous me oni..in the shop oni robert good 4 me lol dunno y i n robert no that feeling robert also will is a good choose but short lol i not like..mary told me she will take leave same like me i dun 1 gv mary take i not care wat i also muz take the off day..hmm.> haizz..i dunno wat i hope now i just 1 find 1 jobs taht can gv me buy n many thing like bags clothes n many nice thing lol..hope find tor a good jobs salary high i will contines back study but i dunno when lol,coz ytdy i accompany jenni went eat diner at 9 after work v went mcd eat i saw him do homework i feel guilty coz not study wll b4..haizz

haha my happy plus ytdy sad or blur hoho

2009-07-03T08:11:00.000-07:00

today is 3/7/09 i work wif kelvin n louise..robert n mary off lol..let say back ydty..i buy aldi 1 new bags sis pay reali so nice d bag today i no chat wif yong coz not free n i 1 let him feel cool..today dunno y robert so good 2 me but i can sure he think i`m he frenz oni..tdy i call ben but him din ans fon.i dunno y i so blur tis few day i aldi 3days no call david coz he gf back n him no on9 so i dunno how is him now i feel tired n sad lah..but today so happy lol.coz today i get many happy thing..today i think i never c yong coz i think he off but suddenly my heart 1 went amk hub but dunno y suddenly saw him lol..haha..today kelvin sick aldi n vomit till d pants dirty..haha..funny sei mei..hehe...i reali so happy..muackz..!

haha..happy day

2009-07-03T08:01:00.000-07:00

haizz..bad luck o..~

2009-07-01T07:30:00.000-07:00

today 1/7/09 today i feel tired i din write 1 day diary coz my sis angry n take aldi d boardband...today i feel tired i need work full but kelvin suddenly say no need i tdy n ytdy also no chat wif yong...i not yet get salary coz get cek need wait..i 1 buy 1 bag at everlast i so love d bags...today kelvin went heritage hub buy shoes n bags lol...today i oni can on9..hmm..today dunno 1 how ytdy i accompany xiao yu went buy hse thing he move 2 near my hse dey..hmm..i feel sad coz dunno y yoong no feel at me...haizz..i 1 buy many thing n buy my sis bday present i aldi 2 day din chat wif david dunno how is him i noe he gf back aldi so i din sms he..n ytdy i no on9 dunno he how i see later him wil on9 or not i try ask how is him lah..i feel blur lol..!

dunno is my uck day or bad luck day

2009-06-29T06:45:00.000-07:00

today is 29/6/09 yesterday i din write blog bcoz no times..tmr i need wake up early dunno.let say back ytdy ..ytdy i think is still same like b4 alwiz work but dunno y after 3p.m kelvin suddenly call me went amk hub..n i c david..b4 v have kidding bout sumthing is break rules on frenz reletion thing..tat y i so scare c him..yoong off ytdy i din saw him haizz..i n david act like b4 just frenz but dunno y v infront ppl not so much chat or any comunication on eyes..at 9 v finish work oni say thing but chris like guess sumthing dunno y she ask me y so near wif david i say he is my bro mah..n i told chris tat i lesbian..chris not trust when finish work tat time chris went changes clothes at fitting i n david at other fitting room play tat time v close aldi light so dark v play but tat time v have 3 or 4 sec is hug..but dunno y i reali no feel i think if tat y is yoong maybe i will feel happy..after close shop n david act like not same way back i back wif chris but david suddenly sms ask me 1 watch movie or not i say no coz lazy..but at last v just went eat dinner i bad luck is i back late n take last train also late make till sis so angry..haizz dunno is lucky or bad luck..important is i so which can c yoong yes today i have c but prob he din bring me comic n so cool at me maybe i reali n he no changes start..i reali no times to think haizz..tdy tat sakae sushi aunty so good at me make me herbal tea..i have a bit miss mom..hmm..hope mummy like b4 alwiz make herbal tea..b4 i no care now oni miss..hope yoong will have a bit feel at me..i need start cool at him c how..haizz so suffer everytime also like tat..haizz..tdy i went chat wif tat china hairstyist i feel tat he look a kids so scare to do sumthing dunno y..maybe guy is like tat..

my sad day

2009-06-27T08:23:00.000-07:00

tdy is 27/6/09 i get my mastercard aldi..but i unhappy coz tdy i prepare sum dessert 4 him i not sure he have eat or not i just noe he so cool at me..dunno y n tdy i gv david lie alwiz say 1 date me also no..i think i maybe so silly alwiz gv guy lie..i feel david so bad lol...hmm..haizz...i feel i so miss tat guy but i need fall up 4 d love coz he reali so cool at me aldi maybe he can guess tat admire him..tdy have 1 staff cum relief tat gal walk or sound also slow make me feel i reali look like tb..i think i reali need changes my self..i 1 be a guy 4 my loves 1..i think i reali need act cool c tat guy will love me mah..hmm..haizz..i need 4get d love or just trry 1 time..but i alwiz so like look at him when he sad thing or he face..i feel so cute n man when he say think or thinking..
maybe i reali so love d guy or wat 1st time i have like tat look at guy b4 yap i also no like tat..

my happy trip

2009-06-26T07:45:00.000-07:00

today 26/6/09 is i work at bossini the 1month 26days..! i feel tired and unhappy work at bossini but is on yishun only when went toa payoh relief i so happy even wat..or maybe because yishun sales so bad so i feel unhappy i more like went busy shop work feel more activies..i at northpoint fall in loves 1 guy already but i know that guy don`t know i admire him cause he always think i`m kids only..i feel sad..i not dare told him that i like him because i scare maybe that guy will accept me that time i sad cause mom have warning that i can not love or dating wif any guy.! but i reali a love him i always will think many thing till blur lah..i no choose i just can admire him even i know that is suffer..today i say in my heart weant cool with that guy still can`t when finish work that time the guy smile at me i will auto walk to the shop and chat with him even i know he will feel me fan cause when him shop have customer i still stand at dey wait him..! i`m reali don`t kow what call shy or silly..but i reali so like look at the face when him talk or chat with me that time.! today meeting i feel happy because i with kar mun they all so happy ang enjoy..but unhappy is the salary decrease..haizz..in my life reali have many unlucky thing at me..i need changes sum good work and i need study more leh..cause at spore need study more only can get work..haizz..hmm..today i and my sis so happy at house so enjoy thr food..i and zhengquan the reletionship is like bro and sis already i feel so happy nar...yesterday have 1 guy sms me that guy is a hairstylist b4 i have the saloon cut hair den exchanges fon num he so friendly the guy next month will move near my house aldi..