my feeling day

today is 10/7/09 in my mind always dunno think what always say 1 keep back slim but still eat many thing tmr off i feel happy n sad cause yong no reply my msg dunno y..hope later at 9 he will reply..i think i is reali fall in love yong or a kids feel i so hope can find 1 guy so man n give me feel safe yong have give that feel but yong no give a changes to love him..i dunno can i have a changes after 1years or more then that..hope have..i alwiz think not mind what happen i must give my self not sad n all the lucky think happen on me..but i still will sad today louise have cum work make me feel not happy kelvin always chat with him n not chat with me i like not a the shop the feel if louise so like y not chase kelvin more easy lol..on my mind always 1 win all the guy must love me..now at northpoint i noe my ppl but feel still like no friend dunno y feel alone after work at hse just can face pc..today n ytdy i also no msg sioa yu coz i dunno sis think i n he have anything n i reali need start far a way from tis guy coz he will think 2 much i need gv my self a changes meet frez n dunno gv sum thing tic me..i alwiz 1 remind my many thing but my english so bad dunno how 2 write n tis blog is my secret i can`t let any ppl c..! i not yet get my salary kelvin say carol will find me on sun n give me..dunno carol n find me n chat wat leh hope not bout the feedback form write no commen..today hr call 2 shop find me n say if have anything 1 complain bout incharges or give commen 2 upgrade company can e-mail 2 hr..but in my feel feel if i send a e-mail n complain any thing also no use lol..coz office still will help in charges...! hmm..terrence say thing is real coz he say kelvin won`t resign today kelvin say he not yet resign terrence ytdy the work is like means kelvin not dare resign means is reali lol coz i reali feel kelvin not dare resign..n he can`t find any jobs leh..! my is fate coz i reali hope noe terrence went vivo which shop work but terrence say secret if ask kelvin will think my thing but at morning i just say that today is terrence last day den kelvin told that terrence went top tank work be a in charges.. in my mind think if terrence can keep her self like clean maybe is handsome but he din do like that maybe is bcoz he gf not help him keep clean or is terrence 1 like that lah..in spore i find many guy also good den yap maybe i noe many unha[ppy ans so feel everyone i noe also good den yap..nevermind i won`t repeat again a history..coz i feel get 1 good bf nmake all the ppl will jealous me..! hmm..i reali need diet lah czus4e fat aldi..!

today is 9/07/09 i feel happy n sad happy is i work morning shift..i work wif mary kelvin off have other outlets cum relief that i girl i feel him a bit lc lol..ytdy i write my blog but dc so lost all d thing tat i write..sad ar coz i feel yong a bit cool at me..today i have chat wif him but so fast oni say bb..hmm..yong cut aldi new hair so cool n handsome more lol,today v have have chat sum funy thing lol yong say because of me tomorrow off help went MALAYSIAN take comic i feel so happy because of d word..today i 1st time say no 2 1 guy i told aldi sioa yu tat i won`t love him n give him a changes...my new uniform get in other colour aldi i feel angry lol..today i in blur coz i dunno wat in my mind..i have chat fon wif robert he in camp..i feel blur blur alwiz today i make a reason went bishan find terrence coz i noe tmr is terrence last day he say will work at vivo city i gat he hp num but no sure is real or not never mind if v have serenpity sure will make 1...i alwiz so easy love 1 guy lol..ytdy have customer complain that robert wrong measure the pants so dunno how that customer 1 back the old pants so mary have help him find dunno how the ans coz i no ask..! i will uploads back a bit old blog i 4 get write..5/7/09 i suddenly feel want wirte down what the thing happen on me but at the laptop not beside me so i use pen n paper write down n write back 2 blog now i feel unhappy bcoz in 1st i come work my heart feel louise is a person who will make me get a bad luck but now i can reali sure bcoz on fri that day my sales oni $130++ but louise $530++ i noe sure is kelvin n mary gv 2 him she 1 kelvin think she is a kids mah...i fel she so act even robert have a same feel wif me..i need bkful those girl if not she can make me no those work. in my mind now i 1 bf also is rich n have face..coz i not 1 same history wif yap.i think i dunno wat i 1 n in my mind alwiz 1 ppl jealous me oni..in the shop oni robert good 4 me lol dunno y i n robert no that feeling robert also will is a good choose but short lol i not like..mary told me she will take leave same like me i dun 1 gv mary take i not care wat i also muz take the off day..hmm.> haizz..i dunno wat i hope now i just 1 find 1 jobs taht can gv me buy n many thing like bags clothes n many nice thing lol..hope find tor a good jobs salary high i will contines back study but i dunno when lol,coz ytdy i accompany jenni went eat diner at 9 after work v went mcd eat i saw him do homework i feel guilty coz not study wll b4..haizz

haha my happy plus ytdy sad or blur hoho

today is 3/7/09 i work wif kelvin n louise..robert n mary off lol..let say back ydty..i buy aldi 1 new bags sis pay reali so nice d bag today i no chat wif yong coz not free n i 1 let him feel cool..today dunno y robert so good 2 me but i can sure he think i`m he frenz oni..tdy i call ben but him din ans fon.i dunno y i so blur tis few day i aldi 3days no call david coz he gf back n him no on9 so i dunno how is him now i feel tired n sad lah..but today so happy lol.coz today i get many happy thing..today i think i never c yong coz i think he off but suddenly my heart 1 went amk hub but dunno y suddenly saw him lol..haha..today kelvin sick aldi n vomit till d pants dirty..haha..funny sei mei..hehe...i reali so happy..muackz..!

haha..happy day

haizz..bad luck o..~

today 1/7/09 today i feel tired i din write 1 day diary coz my sis angry n take aldi d boardband...today i feel tired i need work full but kelvin suddenly say no need i tdy n ytdy also no chat wif yong...i not yet get salary coz get cek need wait..i 1 buy 1 bag at everlast i so love d bags...today kelvin went heritage hub buy shoes n bags lol...today i oni can on9..hmm..today dunno 1 how ytdy i accompany xiao yu went buy hse thing he move 2 near my hse dey..hmm..i feel sad coz dunno y yoong no feel at me...haizz..i 1 buy many thing n buy my sis bday present i aldi 2 day din chat wif david dunno how is him i noe he gf back aldi so i din sms he..n ytdy i no on9 dunno he how i see later him wil on9 or not i try ask how is him lah..i feel blur lol..!