dunno is my uck day or bad luck day

today is 29/6/09 yesterday i din write blog bcoz no times..tmr i need wake up early dunno.let say back ytdy ..ytdy i think is still same like b4 alwiz work but dunno y after 3p.m kelvin suddenly call me went amk hub..n i c david..b4 v have kidding bout sumthing is break rules on frenz reletion thing..tat y i so scare c him..yoong off ytdy i din saw him haizz..i n david act like b4 just frenz but dunno y v infront ppl not so much chat or any comunication on eyes..at 9 v finish work oni say thing but chris like guess sumthing dunno y she ask me y so near wif david i say he is my bro mah..n i told chris tat i lesbian..chris not trust when finish work tat time chris went changes clothes at fitting i n david at other fitting room play tat time v close aldi light so dark v play but tat time v have 3 or 4 sec is hug..but dunno y i reali no feel i think if tat y is yoong maybe i will feel happy..after close shop n david act like not same way back i back wif chris but david suddenly sms ask me 1 watch movie or not i say no coz lazy..but at last v just went eat dinner i bad luck is i back late n take last train also late make till sis so angry..haizz dunno is lucky or bad luck..important is i so which can c yoong yes today i have c but prob he din bring me comic n so cool at me maybe i reali n he no changes start..i reali no times to think haizz..tdy tat sakae sushi aunty so good at me make me herbal tea..i have a bit miss mom..hmm..hope mummy like b4 alwiz make herbal tea..b4 i no care now oni miss..hope yoong will have a bit feel at me..i need start cool at him c how..haizz so suffer everytime also like tat..haizz..tdy i went chat wif tat china hairstyist i feel tat he look a kids so scare to do sumthing dunno y..maybe guy is like tat..

my sad day

tdy is 27/6/09 i get my mastercard aldi..but i unhappy coz tdy i prepare sum dessert 4 him i not sure he have eat or not i just noe he so cool at me..dunno y n tdy i gv david lie alwiz say 1 date me also no..i think i maybe so silly alwiz gv guy lie..i feel david so bad lol...hmm..haizz...i feel i so miss tat guy but i need fall up 4 d love coz he reali so cool at me aldi maybe he can guess tat admire him..tdy have 1 staff cum relief tat gal walk or sound also slow make me feel i reali look like tb..i think i reali need changes my self..i 1 be a guy 4 my loves 1..i think i reali need act cool c tat guy will love me mah..hmm..haizz..i need 4get d love or just trry 1 time..but i alwiz so like look at him when he sad thing or he face..i feel so cute n man when he say think or thinking..
maybe i reali so love d guy or wat 1st time i have like tat look at guy b4 yap i also no like tat..

my happy trip

today 26/6/09 is i work at bossini the 1month 26days..! i feel tired and unhappy work at bossini but is on yishun only when went toa payoh relief i so happy even wat..or maybe because yishun sales so bad so i feel unhappy i more like went busy shop work feel more activies..i at northpoint fall in loves 1 guy already but i know that guy don`t know i admire him cause he always think i`m kids only..i feel sad..i not dare told him that i like him because i scare maybe that guy will accept me that time i sad cause mom have warning that i can not love or dating wif any guy.! but i reali a love him i always will think many thing till blur lah..i no choose i just can admire him even i know that is suffer..today i say in my heart weant cool with that guy still can`t when finish work that time the guy smile at me i will auto walk to the shop and chat with him even i know he will feel me fan cause when him shop have customer i still stand at dey wait him..! i`m reali don`t kow what call shy or silly..but i reali so like look at the face when him talk or chat with me that time.! today meeting i feel happy because i with kar mun they all so happy ang enjoy..but unhappy is the salary decrease..haizz..in my life reali have many unlucky thing at me..i need changes sum good work and i need study more leh..cause at spore need study more only can get work..haizz..hmm..today i and my sis so happy at house so enjoy thr food..i and zhengquan the reletionship is like bro and sis already i feel so happy nar...yesterday have 1 guy sms me that guy is a hairstylist b4 i have the saloon cut hair den exchanges fon num he so friendly the guy next month will move near my house aldi..